How Can You?

How do you ignore me so plainly? Does your heart not ache every day?
How can you go through this pregnancy without any input from me, not even in the slightest?
It's hard enough to think you loved me, even harder to see how cold you are now. Almost impossible to think there was ever anything else...

I just wish you would still talk to me,let me see you. All I can keep telling myself, what keeps me going, is the thought that you still love me so much the only way you stop yourself from letting me back in, is to keep me far away.
I just want to give up the world for you every day.
I'll apologize for looking at you with even the slightest lapse in attention. I could stare at you for days on end. As odd as it may seem, I really love and miss your family. Hell I miss my own these days!
I want to give you all those things you want from a boy, I want to take only what you are ready to give. I want to wake next to you and say I love you before I even say good morning. I want to sit in a crowd and point from a distance and say "THAT'S my WIFE"

I want to stand before you and talk, about life. I want to stand tall beside you to announce our life together.

If I can't stand with you, I would rather lay silently alone forever.

It really is, for me, a case of nothing else matters.

I'm not saying I need you to survive,I'm just saying there's no point without you.